♥SHIRLEY TO WEI TING♥

I wanna LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH ♥

2012-01-26T04:17:00.000-08:00

Hello readers! It's been a long time since I last updated. Super busy though, and tired. Busy and tired of raising money just to pay off all debts. Damnit! (If only I never started selling lenses I won't be in this shitty mess.) Been dragging damn super duper long, also paiseh to reply them I have not raised enough yet. Sigh! Coming pay must settle all. Then boyf gotta support me for the 1st half of the month le until I get my commission. Not alot either. been MC-ing a number of days so very little.

CNY is a so-so days for me too. Little angpaos + boyf keep going for his LD so no time spend time alone also. No choice. Plus my "big-aunt" around the corner so temper abit shitty also. Pathetic boyf gotta bear all those nonsenses. Sorry!

Super shag now + no mood to blog so shall end here.

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I just wanna live, love, laugh and enjoy my life

2012-01-16T04:41:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not blogging for the past few days. Got really no space to rant , no one to talk too thats why rant here. Shall do a short post for today...

Feeling rather upset and disappointed though. Yea, I'm not a very reasonable and good girlf I know. But keeping your promise is that very difficult? Just now had a small quarrel with you on the phone then you say coming to fetch me then till now never receive any message from you saying you on your way. Whatsapp you no reply, called you then you say you not coming to fetch me. Wtf -.- Then what's the point? Thought of bringing you to eat dinner to reward you for treating me so good for the past week then now patten all come out.

Damnit!

2011-12-14T22:46:00.000-08:00

It's 15 December'11 today and I'm supposed to be mad excited but our BTO for Nov'2011 results ain't out yet which is supposed to be MID december so I don't know when will the results be out :(

I'm like so anxious of the results because it means it will be solely belong to boyf and me. But nevermind, because another thing that still managed to make me happy is...

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS

My favourite movie among all because it's sooooooo cute lah! I bet anyone who is reading this sure agree with me :) Boyf promised to bring me watch this as our 1 year 1 month anniversary. Gonna watch it tonight :)

Enjoy!

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2011-12-05T02:53:00.000-08:00

Its been few days I've blogged.
Apologies! Kinda busy these few days & I'm already mad tired after work.
Life these few days has been like a normal thing.
Eat Work Sleep.
The only moment I enjoyed most is at night because I can hug boyf to sleep :)

He's that one of a zillion boy I found. 4 more days to 13th monthsary.
Pats me to sleep, treats me like a baby, etc.
You'll never imagine how good he really is :)

Shall update once again when its my off day :)
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2011-11-27T18:13:00.000-08:00

Yishun Acasia Breeze

If any of you have been viewing the BTO flats that HDB launches, the above are from the Nov'2011 BTO and boyf €€and me have applied for it (: Praying real hard to be able to get it though. Approximately 2 weeks then we can see the results which is mid Dec. The reason why we applied for this area instead of other areas like Hougang, BPP, etc is because boyf's sister got the one just few blocks away from this estate.

Seriously, I'm really happy boyf decided to apply together with me because that means he wna be with me lasting long (: But somehow my heart tells me we won't be able to get it . Chance like rather slim. Shall go pray hard.

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TADAHS !

*edited*

News are saying first-timers stand rather high chance! && we're first timers!!! PRAYHARD !!

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2011-11-26T16:29:00.000-08:00

Harlows! I'm back (:
Meeting with mummy yesterday night was a very vague one. Because she was like 3/4 drunk alrdy. This is one of the reason why I don't like my granny. Drinkdrinkdrink -'- It's not that I have a problem for drinking, just that control abit can't meh? Disappointed last night seriously.

Mummy treated boyf & me to dinner last night. I had chicken chop while boyf had nasi briyani, drank one of our fav JiaJia Liangteh (: Mummy & granny had crab for dinner earlier on so we had some leftover. But boyf finished them all (:

Chatted till mummy fell asleep. Then boyf & me chilled awhile then left. MRTed back home, boyf played with his sister like 2 maddies. I was mad sleepy so didn't joined the fun. It was time for them to sleep so boyf & me returned to our bed after a quick shower. Not long after, I fell asleep too.

That's how I spent my night yesterday. I'm missing the days I go out to play :(

Gotta prepare for work. TADAHs !
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imissmymummy & ilovemymummymanymilliontons ("v")

2011-11-25T17:24:00.000-08:00

Hellos! I'm back here blogging (:

My massage on Thurs didn't last long enough. Aches on shoulders & neck come finding me again :(

To all readers : if you have any remedies on relieving aches do mail it to me at pure_gurlx1992@hotmail.com (: thankyouverymuch!

Well, I'm now on my way to work & thank goodness work ends at 6.30pm today.

As I mentioned in my previous post, I miss my mummy alot. But we're meeting later for dinner (: Lovehermanymilliontons<3! Thinking back whn we had the chance to be together all the time, I regretted not chershing those times. All that occupied my mind that time was either stay out overnight or go home late. Now that I'm living outside, I miss many things. Missed my mum's cookings, hugging my mum's pyjamas *shhh! secret*, watching teevee together, chatted & laugh together and even her naggings & scoldings! Now I know it's really ain't easy staying out of that warm cosy house. BUT I'm not to blame because it's a fucking bastard who caused all these.

Called up HDB few days back to enquire on purchasing BTO flats and I'm like super happy lah! With just a letter of consent from mummy and I'm eligible (: Gna make my choice real soon. By 2015 we should be able to stay together alrdy (:

Gna be off to work now. Shall blog again tmr with regards to my meeting with mummy tonight (:

Stay tune! TADAHS !!!

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2011-11-24T18:14:00.000-08:00

created by boyf on our 1 year anniversary (:

just can't stop loving him ("v")

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2011-11-24T16:35:00.000-08:00

from today onwards, I'm gna blog everyday to get ppl back to my blog & click on my nuffnang ads so ppl please help alright (: *im super broke*tearyeyes

Today aint a good way to start my day . Early in the morning stomachache. Got "cheated" my boyf's mummy that the veggie aint spicy last night. False enough, its spicy (because I take spicy stuffs) & went to the toilet twice continuously with that spicy sensation at my asshole tagging me (I know it sound gross but I'm sure everybody experience that).

I became emotional last night I know why out of the sudden. I miss my mummy & I cried. Cried quite badly. Luckily boyf is beside me comforting me & promised me to meet mummy together this weekend. I still couldn't sleep though. I sat in an upright position hugging my bolster and poohbear and I just fell asleep like this. Guess boyf put me back to sleeping position.

Boyf is always by my side when I needed him. Just 2 mre weeks and we're together for 13 months. these 13months aint easy to come by though. We quarreled umpteem times, there's once I even went really crazy running & screaming on the streets barefooted. To think back it was really foolish because its purely due to misunderstanding and lack of trust. Now I've learnt to trust him even more BUT don't you dare to betray my trust bby if not I'll kill you *cheatme&youdie*.

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Loneliness is a scary feeling to have when you've gotten your reliance

2011-11-24T04:11:00.000-08:00

I guess I have gotten used to being alone on my off days. Hinted my brother through his girlf about my off day hoping he'll remember me. I guess I pinned my hopes kinda high and I got back disappointment. I'm starting to feel he's more like my other friends rather then my brother. Only remembers me when he needs something from me.

Today is just another day, where loneliness came to find me. Woke up only to realise it's 1030am, didn't remember bbyboy kissed me before he left for work. Guess he wants me to sleep later so as to not wake me up with his passionate hugs and kisses. Rotted at home till about 12plus with super aching back, showered and went out alone. Went to Funan IT mall wanted to go to the Dell Direct Store to service my tablet streak but they are closed due to Sitex -.- Then bused home. While on the bus, thoughts ran around my mind. Why am I alone? Where are my friends? Why did we drifted? Didn't bothered to think of any answers. Nevertheless, why should I bother when nobody remembers me.

Reached home, boyf's family prepared dinner already. Rotted awhile more then had my dinner. Watched teevee and edited my blog stuffs.

This is how I spend my free days. Boyf's gna be back home after 10pm tonight due to his RT. I've relied on him too much till I don't know what to do without his existance.

Eyes kinda painful. Gna rest. Tadah!

2011-11-21T09:53:00.000-08:00

Hi all! I'm finally back to this lil neglected space.
Guess it doesn't matter because I don't think anybody is reading any of my posts.
Its becoming a junkyard or should I say its ALREADY a junkyard? LOL!

I've been procrastinating on blogging lately. I knw I've deserted this space but its still th only place till now I've found that I cn jot down those small little ups & downs that's happening in my life now.

Well as for now, I've left my previous workplace (Yeah, like a finally!) & started on my new job.

Till date I'm still satisfied (momentarily, hopefully permanantly). Lots of work has to be done but it helps me to pass time real fast. & also, this time I cn spend mre time with boyf especially on weekends. My weekends are no longer end work > boyf fetch me > dinner > homed > shower > sleep. With a better pay, a new environment & a fresh new start, I hope I cn look forward to a better future (:

Time flies. Boyf & me are together for 382days till date. To those friends who wna knw how I'm leading my life now, & if you're reading this deserted junkyard, my boyf treats me really good. He's one in a million. He does things not all guys do. You cn nvr imagine how thoughtful, how sweet, how rare he cn be. He irons my clothes for me, sew them for me, prepares food for me, wash my dishes for me, patting me to bed when I cnt get to slp, cover me with blanket when th weather gets really chilling at night & manymany mre. Simply too much to put in words. I cn nvr express how warm I feel whenever I'm with him. He's ALWAYS giving in to me. Of course, he has his inattentiveness at times but I knw he tried his best. Even a robot breaks down & need a rest at times what's mre he's a HUMAN (: I knw I love him & he loves me, that's sufficient <3

One thing I'm still feel kinda sad & worried still is my brother. Close friends knw who is he. When you see him, pls do me a favour. Pls remind him, his sister, mummy misses him alot! Meet us as often as he could. Yes, although we're of th same mum but different dad, I still treat him as my beloved brother. I still wna have fun together, chat around, spend time together. Hope he still remembers mummy & me :'(

That's all for today. Shall blog again whn I'm free & hve th energy.

Goodnight loves <3

Blogger is the only place I can rant away......

2011-10-06T19:25:00.001-07:00

Hi! I'm blogging :)

Tuesday
Went to work that day. Vomited everything whatever I ate that day. Went to Defu and thon that night because bby and co. make their 花车 overnight. When reached there saw Zhiling and co. there. Watched show on my Dell. Ordered Mac tgt with Jiawei, Zhiling, ah tong and bby. Aftermath, Xiaohei, Tiny. Michelle and Melissa came. I couldn't slp because my bed there is being occupied throughout >.< they played cards, quarreled. But one thing I'm happy is that I managed to talk round a couple :) what a good counsellor I am *heeheehee*
Bby and co. finished doing their stuffs at abt 5plus going 6am. Cab home and slept for abt 3hours thn see doc take mc *oopsy!*

Wednesday
Today 凤山宫 had their yewkeng. Surprisingly saw Xiaobai there. Didn't catchup much lurhs. It's been really long since we last saw each other thus no topic for us to chat also. It was really a grand one. Towards th end of th day one uncle had asthma attack. Called for ambulance and some uncles carried him out to th main rd to facilitate th paramedics. Went to ECP thn back to Defu straight after that. Bby tired max!

Thursday
It's my off day. Another day for me to rest. Met beloved mummy at TPY HDB Hub early in th morning. Agreed to meet at 9am she reached at 8am. Granny came aft me. Applied for flat rental thn off to foodcourt for breakfast. Treated granny. Gave mummy and granny money also. I'm so filial :)
Went to hougang aft that thn meet beloved Laifu. Accompanied him to AMK HQ report then went blk1. Chilled for quite some time. Thn went blk938 meet yu an. Rotted till 9plus saw smth which make me flared. Cab home immediately. Called bby to ask him thn he say not he post.
When reached house downstairs, I went crazy. Cried, screamed, run w/o slippers. Bby couldnt control me so he called Jiejie down. Well, it's really not him. Some fucker hacked into his Fb and posted that. Cooled down, homed, played SimSocial update iPhone songs :)

Friday
SIF! (Shit It's Friday!)
Back to work now here I am on bus goin work listening to DJKzee mixes :)

Fuckyeah!
Kthxbai !

2011-09-26T08:36:00.001-07:00

Short blogging :))
Nearly late for work today because got on the bus late.
Went for drinks with friends thn home.

This is my daily routine. Boring life uhs ?

Hais. Shall blog another time.
Sleepygirl92 >.<
goodnight

2011-09-25T07:04:00.001-07:00

I'm blogging !
Enjoyed myself with Boyfieee today except one regret, didn't managed to go Tampines Ikea and watch Johnny English Reborn.
Kept wanting to watch when it's advertisement starts.
But, never had th chance to do so.

Went ECP with Boyfieee for cycling today.
Nearly cycled th whole ECP manzxc !
Saw SPCA holding event there with many awesomely cute puppies and dogs ! *SOTEMPTING!*
then saw some religious stuffs also.
Cycled until my butt hurts ! But can go dating with Boyfieee I'm happy enough :D

Aftermath, burgerking > McPherson (see 九皇宫 "invite water" at ECP thn hiong into their shuttle bus to their temple) > homed > dinner with Boyfieee's family (Boyfieee's daddy treat , thankew !) > back to ECP to see 金山寺 "invite water" > homed !

Shall end this post with the F1 fireworks I see from our house :) (apologies for th poor quality, took using iPhone)

Gotta go! Kthxbai!

Another point of life I wish I can just leave th world.

2011-09-23T06:13:00.001-07:00

Current music : I'm gonna miss you
Current mood : depressed ?

Shall blog now since I'm on my way home alone.
Today seriously suay max!
Forgot to bring my ezlink card therefore cnt train home. Gna bear with th long bus trip. Hopefully I don't get "bus-sick".

Seriously, I don't know where I stand at work.
I somehow felt like left out. Idk why.
But I think I shall just try to get used to it and bear for another 1year 4months and I'm outta this shit place.
I can't find my smile, my true laughter, my true self or even my own world there.
Everything seems to be so fuckedup to me.
Having to adapt to each and everyone's temper, attitude & maybe words that carries special meaning.
You may say I'm sensitive, but that's how I feel.
I won't say I'm perfect. & I know I'm not.
But at least I try to blend in. Through all efforts I've tried, I confessed, I failed.
I can't seems to find back the happiness I used to have while working like th past.
Yes, I miss my past. I miss those times where my ex-colleagues and me were having so much fun time bonding together.
Now? Each and everyone only cares for their own feelings?
You may have to bear having to listen to stuffs you may not like to hear.
Sometimes, I really wonder. Am
I really not suitable for this line?
Or is it because I really don't have th experience thats why having difficulty in juggling both positions , Therapist cum consultant.
Who don't want money? Who don't want sales?
But things around me just make me lose that mood to do what I initially planned to do.
Anybody teach me what to do? How to do? I'm seriously drained.
I can't help myself but to dragged myself to work everyday.
I cant find that motivation, that adrenaline, that drive that make me go work happily.
I used to so look forward to work. But now, I really wish I can just rot.

Here I am, at another point of life, wishing I can just leave the world && stop thinking...

Baby, the day I'll stop loving you will be the day my heart stops beating<3

2011-09-15T06:35:00.001-07:00

Finally, today's my off day. (okay, not finally. Been geng-ing mc && on leave few days ago)
This job has been stripping my health & beauty away from me. Face cui, body cui, most imptly, life cui!
I can't rmb when is the last day I enjoyed myself to the max with my favorite night life, going out late night not having to worry so much of no money go home. Lowly paid, given peanuts of penny yet expect us to dig gold for them. Seriously, fuckyeah! Wait long long also don't have.
I'll nvr stop complaining abt my job until the day I leave this company so bear with me uh ^^

Woke up first at about 8am to give baby his Jiayous huggies & kisses before he's off to work.
Same thing goes on everyday.
Then back to sleep.

Wokeup again at 9+am because of my body automated clock.
Thn nua all the way go baby's ahma hse for breakfast.
Baby's mommie cook for me Maggie goring with sunnyegg! Yummy !

Went back to bed to nua again.
I never fail to feel lazy on off day ^^Y
Nua until 1pm thn go shower.
MRT-ed to Nex to do my facial at Mary Chia.
Pain max due to the extractions but worth it larhs (:

Thn bus-ed to AMK HQ to try my luck see if can meet dao Laifu bro. His phone spoil.
Waited about 20mins & saw him.
Lucky me!
Waited about 5mins for him to finish his reporting.
Then bus-ed to Blk 1 meet Jasmine.

Reached there saw Jeffery & ahbang.
Chatted awhile then walked to blk 309 for light meal (okay. Not very light)
Then walked back to blk 1 again.

At blk 1 saw some retardeds singing some oldies like 甜蜜蜜, 月亮代表我的心 & 热情的沙漠. Smurfing noisy lor!

Then baby and his uncle come fetch me go Ubi put thing. Then homed.

This is how I spent my off day. Life less uh? Hais. Now I only hope that I can leave this company for good. Pray hard for me pls.

Baby, rmb this, I'll love you always. No matter what happen. Iloveyou!

I'm back =)

2011-09-14T07:25:00.001-07:00

Hellos! I'm back :)
it's has been fucking long since I last blogged I know. Pardon me uh :)
I'm gonna blog now whenever I have something on mind. Although nobody's reading this space anymore at least I can't rant.
But not for today, let's keep this space a cool place for the moment :) let picture tell you how am I =)

2011-03-24T02:58:00.000-07:00

Hey Earthlings !

I'm officially back here (:

After leaving this lil' space here rotting , weeds are everywhere ( virtually ) ^^v

Well , I'm now at my brother house using his lappy making this lil' space realive !

&& not to forget , Jovina sistar is beside me playing Bejeweled 2 on my Iphone o.O

Sisters for 4 years && still counting && staying strong !

Don't be jealous *hiakhiakhiak*

Right now over here waiting for my boyfieee coming over :D

Happy maxxx !
Shall stop here && continue waiting (:

Ciaos!

2010-11-29T01:52:00.000-08:00

Hi yeah !
Back to blogging :)
Was kinda busy recently , busying pak tor-ing
Laughs .
Actually nothing much to blog about .
Later meeting baby .
Ilovehim lurhs .
See ya !

2010-11-15T17:39:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps !
Yeah ! I'm back ;D
Which means , my life is back on track !
I'm so so happy with th way my life is now ;D
Today's my off day .
Only planned tonight's event .
MOVIES !!!
Gonna watch Unstoppable .
Hopefully it's nice *winks
But I'm like so bored now larhs .
Actually going out de but tio dua *grrrrxzc
Who's free to meet up today ??

2010-10-19T12:56:00.001-07:00

ANNOUNCEMENT

I'll not be blogging here for a quite some time due to some reasons .
So call MIA-ing .
Sorry , text me if any of you wna find me .
I'll reply if I'm feeling okay .
Loves♥

2010-10-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

hellos ! ^^
iim back to blogging since I have got nth to do .
actually , i have tons of things to do .
but im just lazy can !
deleting unwanted emails , removing makeup , put mask ( i wanted to do this long time ago ) , etc .
and th list goes on .

super no life recently .
eat work sleep .
i miss loads of things .
nightlife , shopping sprees with loves , chilling out with friends.

i seriously got nth to post thats why im rotting ><
GODDAMNIT! im fucking bored to th very fucking max !!!

2010-10-11T22:20:00.001-07:00

shall do a lil blogging while waiting for customer
these few days has been somehow copping myself up to seriously wad I wan.
and my decision is , to wan someone who really loves me and not only th other way round.
someone who not I always contact him only.
well , if you really loves me you'll definitely do so.
shall end post here and go hlp customer remove mask le.
will try to blog more often once I've found back my passion to blog (:

2010-09-24T08:26:00.000-07:00

♥ PRIVATE BLOG UPDATED ♥

imissyou . boy

2010-09-10T17:55:00.000-07:00

okay
im FINALLY back to blogging ,
has been procastinating .
decided to blog since i've got th time nao if not jiu dk whn thn cn blog le
;x
relationship status nao : COMPLICATED
so i shall not talk abt it .

well , it's nearly 1mth since i last blog .
suddenly cme back blog oso dk wad to blog .
hmmm , shall talk abt wad i cn rmb wad i did bahs ^^

09092010
went Summerbreeze after work with Fiona , Geena , Andrew , Taka , Mote , Oswin , Amos && Co.
too many to name all so name those im kinda closer with ;D
had fun of cors (:
Prank of th day : mixed RAW EGG into Hoegaarden ;D
who drank it ?
OSWIN !
thn followed by Mote .
LaughDieMe !
tried a sip , taste AWFUL !
io swear if anybody were to play this prank on me i'll kill that person STRAIGHT !
yeah , im evil ;p
thn cabbed he with Fiona, Andrew and Mote .
thou drank not much that day but had a lil hangover th next day .
didnt drank for MONTHS !!!

nth else happening le
life has been boring throughout .
eat work sleep .
i wna CLUB !
anybody bring me on my off day ???
but im broke D;

2010-08-23T18:07:00.000-07:00

looks like im mre destined to be single .
most of my relationships don't last .
shall start my cooling down period and just see see look look bahs
until i cn prove that that person is serious thn i consider getting into relationship
really dun wish to have anymre heartbreaks anymre =x
its unbearable , i hate that kinda feeling .
tears rolling dwn everynight just to force myself aslp .
wanting him to be by my side so badly whn im really sick
yah , i just recovered frm food poisoning .
it was so bad until i was referred to Changi General Hospital and was put on drip D;
nao my arm blue black due to th needle . * pain *

well , i am in th healing heart in process
i miss him , i teared
i knw thats gna be temporarily
i knw it'll end soon
as long as th world haven end , i will nvr collapse (:
off to fb nao
anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILING ;D
see ya ltr (:

bored ttmxzcxxc

2010-08-14T06:23:00.000-07:00

haiis
at workplace nao super boring
decided to wait for baby till 10
if by 10 he haven call me I straight away go hme liiaos
disappointed is wad i cn only say bahs
wanting to meet him so eagerly yet mcm cnt meet D;
Mixed emotions naoxzcxzc
how I wish I cn hug him nao
cn just lay in his arms and slp
but whn will it ever happen ?
no chance I guess
shall stop here first
off for puff and continue wait for his call or text
hope to see his text soon >.<
missing him badly =x

2010-08-12T22:25:00.000-07:00

okay .
shall update my blog songs .
you are nao tuned in to the following songs .
1 ) Kissing you
2 ) Dreaming of you
3 ) I Do ( Cherish you )

the lyrics are damn meaningful (:
enjoy ;D

2010-08-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie
back for blogging
im nao multi tasking
blogging && talking wiv bibi ♥ at th same time
hehehs ;D
imisshimttmx !
hope we cn meet on fri *teary eyes*
but oso cnt hug him
bcors he's fasting
so mux respect his religion
i so so gna be his superuberduper understanding girlf ;D
shall stop here && continue my talk with bibi

♥ILOVEHIM♥

2010-08-09T18:11:00.000-07:00

okay
i shall stop procastinating and start to blog since im at this page
last few days were like damn damn worried for bibi
but this morning he finally texted me ;D
im so so so happyy de larhs
but he ask me to give him some time alone first as he needs to get ovr th stress he's having
and i shall play my part here and be his uber understanding GIRLF ^^
i dunnid to cry to sleep at night alrdy ;D

-
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to bibi if ue see this ,
you are a wonderful BOYF im having
i nvr regret being tgt wiv you
i dunnid a wealthy life
i wan a SIMPLE one ;D
i knw i have told you umpteens times
but this will be th one assuring you
you have ur probs , you may not share with me
AND i wont force you too (:
just ALWAYS rmb this .
no matter wad happens , i'll always be somewhere here , for YOU
i may not be able to help you with ur probs .
but i can be here lending you my ears , giving you "cheer up" hugs&kisses , && my shoulders for you to lay on too !
Lastly , what i wna say is just I LOVE YOU && I truly mean it .
hoping you can gimme a chance to stay by you as long as possible .

2010-08-08T05:53:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie

back for blogging

just came back frm kukup island

it shld be an enjoyable one

but , smth made me cnt enjoy it

idk wads bibi thinking .

smth happened before i left to kukup

whn we were supposed to meet

aft that no matter how many times i texted / cor him

he didnt reply me at all .

until this morning 4am he texted me .

i replied thn he didnt reply le

im really scared of losing this relationship

but i cnt control it

it seems to be out of control

sigh D:

shall talk abt wad i did at kukup island

it's fun .

did many things i cnt do at all ovr here in spore

riding bike , putting fire crackers , fireworks , wishing lantern (though it failed) *kong ming deng*

lives there is much at a slower pace as compared to here

really matches th simple life i always wanted

but wads th use

i cnt enjoy at all

fear of him leaving me is with me

wad cn i do nao ?

super confused D;

cries

2010-08-02T21:44:00.001-07:00

well , nao at work super boring
everybody is so moody today >.<
dk why
but I'm like so HIGH larhs !!!
miss bibi sooooooo much
he's working naoxczzxczx >.<
really pray hard he cn end work early today
thn he cn cme find me ;D
although I say at least 1 week meet 1 time
but of course I'll wna meet mre times if possible lurhs >.<
who dun wish to meet mre
missdiehim<3

2010-07-30T06:59:00.000-07:00

announcement !
i'm once again , attached . (i knw it's fast)
30July2010 , attached to Tinorossi ( it's Tino actually , he just wans me to put it like this ) ;D
he's a malay .
as ue all (should) knw , i'm not racist .
so i dun mind going out tgt wiv a malay .
nao waiting for time to pass so that he cn end work and we cn talk on th fone ^^
tmr meeting him ;D
he's gna bring me for a spin ^^
i simply love to look a him whn he's driving lurh .
laughs ;D
TINO !
faster end werk leas >.<
im so miss ue cn !
muahahahs ;D
i wna talk wiv ue in th phone !!!
shall go wait for his text
goodnight peepos !
buhbyee ...!

2010-07-28T04:17:00.001-07:00

aaargh
nao at mrt station giving out flyers
damn shag de larhs
no air con somemre
have been quite some time nbr blog lerhs
no chance tu use lappy at all >.<
somemre at wrk so tired n stressed up
grrr
it's my OWN life nao ;D

2010-07-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

PRIVATE BLOG UPDATED

2010-07-18T21:22:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

im back for blogging (:

recently super shag son didn't have th mood to blog .

today took mc , health deteoriated alrdy =x

where's my health ?

bring it back to me please .

ytd heard smth shocking .

shall not say too obvious .

so as to protect someone .

this particular bitch got stead still wann seduce ppl .

*shakehead*

different ppl have different defination for th word "BITCH"

let me define mine .

BITCH = DESPICABLE , SHAMELESS , SLUT , LOWDOWN

wad to do ?

young ppl nowadays simply dk wad's th word CHERISH & LOVE .

they are just discriminating these words .

pathetically , changing for good takes years while changing for th bad just takes a min .

shall not comment abt bitch anymre so as to not further dirty my blog thou i've started .

shall blog till here .

anything do gimme a text (:

buhbyee ...!

PIGHEAD♥

2010-07-13T08:06:00.000-07:00

PRIVATE BLOG UPDATED .

current mood : moodswing >.<

I can't deny , ILOVEYOU .
But you left me alone here ,
moving on by myself

2010-07-12T08:04:00.001-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging aft days of procastinating =x

having a headache nao so shall just make a short post x.x

these few days are a little torture period .

trying real hard to really forget him .

ytd found out that he lied to me even aft we break im like utterly disappointed .

but that actually make me decided to throw him outta my mind .

he's ain't worth for my tears and my misses .

in short , he's a JERK .

a real JERK i met in my life .

dare to ask for stead dun dare to ask for break .

herhs !

funny uhs ?

such an irresponsible guy =x

but , IDC .

to me nao , he's just my EX .

that's all for my r/s probs .

as for work .

so far so good at Mary Chia .

this whole week roadshow kinda stress .

bcors no customer , no business .

CEO stressing us =x

hope th following 3days will be a better days ahead .

shall show some concern to some of my fellow close peeps arnd me nao .

Elisa & BK (my loyal readers or cn i say stalkers ? )

i sincerely bless ue both to last long .

ue both really love each other so cherish each other okayys ???

idw ue both end up accompanying me in my path .

LAST LONG !

Dorothy

i understnd how ue feel .

up and down .

but wad i cn only say is Let nature take its course (:

ue'll feel much better !!!

Sherly - Ahmiko

im really upset to hear abt ur story .

i really feel unfair for ue to get this kinda treatment frm him .

girl , ue really need to live up for ur dignity .

God bless ue .

that's all .

shall end my post here .

sincerely wish ue all th best .

goodnight peepos !

buhbyee ...!

2010-07-06T01:02:00.000-07:00

NEW BLOGSKIN !
I created this myself with somebody (idk) base code .
don't worry , I credited her .
kinda satisfied .
just change here and thre a little .
background , words , etc changed .

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

2010-07-05T19:59:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging (:
these few days is a down period for me .
me and hubby ended our relationship .
in my previous post , i said hubby nvr ans my call bcors he's sick .
but that's not th truth .
he's avoiding me on purpose .
till nao it's has been 69hours since he's not contacting me .
and I've sent him a text for break up .
it's really hurting .
in fact i actually went for a drink on that day .
got a little tipsy .
we are really separated nao .
but in this way , i actually feel relieved !
i dun have to keep myself in suspense , or keep worrying abt him !
till nao , although i still love him .
but i've decided to put my heart and soul into my work .
i've started work @ Mary Chia .
so i've to learn to prioritise my matters on hand .
nth much to post lerhs .
will blog whn im free (:
STAY TUNE ! STALKERS !
muahahahs xD
goodmorning peepos !
buhbyee ....!

till nao , im still putting on th ring on my forth finger .
but that doesn't mean im still waiting for ue .
boy , i knw i still love ue .
but th reason why im still putting on th ring is bcors im really true in this relationship .
ue didn't cherish me , i dun blame ue .
i nagged at ue bcors i wan ue to grow up .
i nagged at ue is bcors i love ue .
but end up ue chose this way .
let it be thn .
if ue think by avoiding and ignoring me settles everything , ue are wrong .
ue caused someone to be hurt like burning hell .
ue caused someone to cry like water tap .
ue caused someone who doesn't drink to be drunk .
ue caused someone to be who she is not to be .
im letting ue go .
ue hao zi wei zhi .
one day ue'll understnd my feelings .
im very sure .
ue takecare .
th rest of th road walk it out urself .
find a way out urself .
TAKECARE .
ILOVEYOU ...

2010-07-03T08:50:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging (:
kinda moody nao .
actually keep thinking why hubby keep nvr reply my text or ans my call .
only just nao whn i used ahjun hp call his friend naka ans .
he said hubby fall sick lerhs .
thats why still slping .
OMGosh !
hubby mux be too tired till fall sick .
but at least i knw that he's resting im much relieved .
hubby rest well ^^
LOVE DIE YOU ♥♥♥
was asked to be transfered to Mary Chia Holdings Limited by my manager .
gonna be 100x mre stressful =x
everybody bless me pls .
gonna be in an well known & established company soon .
gotta buck up in my skills and learn REAL fast .
SHIRLEY , JIIAYOUS !

i mux really learn not to be so sensitive .
my senstivityness is making my relationship go DOWNN ...
but he's jux mean alot to me .
pls teach me what to do .
i wanna last long with him =x
ILOVEBILLYCHENBINGWEI ♥

YeoXiaoQian , imissyou .
im gonna write yoo a letter REAL soon .
superuberduper busy at work .
gimme time .
be patience .
I WILL WRITE !
imissyou .
cme out soon .

2010-07-01T18:16:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for a short post .
actually not much tu post oso .
my life is like so bring .
i miss clubbing =x
should i go clubbing ?
well , wait till pay cme out first bahs .
superuberduper broke nao .
so many ppl change blog link .
should i chnge toos ?
cant sick and tired of this url .
been with me for like 1year plus ?
i guess .
any suggestions ?
once again , iim having aches again .
any medicine for me ? D:
rmb leave me a tag !
goodmorning peepos ~!
buhbyee ...!

2010-06-30T17:57:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie.
back for a little blogging (:
befor i start work =x
today onwards gonna be a challenge to me .
13 days frm nao no off day x.x
wonder if i cn take it .
my health/body is deteoriating =x
every morning wake up with aches all over me .
especially shoulders .
work life ain't easy i cn agree nao .
dun used to agree wiv that in th past .
well , no choice lurhs .
cnt tahan oso mux tahan .
hope i won't fall sick .
everybody , bless me uhs ^^
ytd me nd hubby offday ^^v
actually going for my tattoo last session .
but postponed to 22july .
thn nvm .
hubby came my hse here find me .
we went to ehub movied .
Knight and Day .
thot Tom Cruise inside shld be nice movie .
end up ... shall let ratings let ue knw .
Ratings : 1/5
shall not talked abt it .
thn me nd hubby went play Bumper Car .
(Y) had uber loads of fun thou it's only 7mins .
bump here and thre .
muahahahahahs xD
thn had kfc has our dinner .
fulfilling one ^^
thn hubby walked me home .
thn he went hme ,
thou didn't do much things but he's able to accompany me im happy lerhs xD
shall stop here .
shall upload pictures whn im free ,
btw , GOODMORNING PEEPOS !
buhbyee ..!

2010-06-29T09:22:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging (:

couldn't get to slp so shall blog a little ^^

and i knw Elisa and BK is wondering why am I procastinating on posting a proper post ^^

nah , here it is . anyway , thanks for staying tune ^^v

my 2 LOYAL readers , or can i say stalkers ?

laughs xD jkjk .

hmmm , shall share a lil bit of concern to my friends :D

To Dorothy

fuckcare wad she post at her blog .

those are just kid's rantings ^^

growups don't label people with labellings .

they should knw that people are borned with names given by their beloved parents .

not borned to be named by these kiddos (:

we are grow ups , knw how to think alrdy .

so ue cn proud say this to her :

" saying who bitch girl ? or are ue th pot calling th kettle black ? look at urself frm head-to-toe before ue start ur labellings . ARE YOU PERFECT ? ^^v "

To Randy kor

though you have a sad ending r/s not long before .

but do be reassured . one fine day , ue'll meet ur true mrs right .

just be patient .

heartbreaks are unprevented .

but chances are everywhre .

if ue think any girl may be that one , go for it .

no fears , she may or may not be th right one , but she'll definitely give ue a very least of good memories ^^

JIIAYOU KOR !

Well , as for my life .

im going on fine nao .

work , chat wiv hubby .

thou quarrel sometimes , but it's normal for couples to quarrel isnt it ^^

right till th end , we still love each other <3

lets hold hands tgt and pass thru upcoming obstacles .

jiiayou hubby ^^

OMGosh , im so POSITIVE today !!!

muahahahahas xD

shall stop here .

anybody wants a great listener cn find me .

IMMA GREAT LISTENER ^^

YeoXiaoQian , imissyou !

you got miss me ?

muahahahs xD

im gonna but paper and envelopes tmr and start writing to you ^^

be prepared to receive LOADS of letters frm me girl ^^

LOVE YA <3

2010-06-28T03:28:00.000-07:00

HIIEHIIE . BACK FOR BLOGGING . PARDON ME FOR USING CAPS . IDK WHY IS THIS LIKE THAT . IM USING MY FONE TO BLOG . ELISA AND BK MUX BE ANTICIPATING FOR UPDATED POST UHS (: DAMN BORED AT WORK . NO SALES , NO CUSTOMER . HUBBY SLPING AT HME , DROOLING IN HIS LALALAND . POOR ME . BORED DIE ME . REALLY NEED A REST BADLY . BODY ACHE , MIND SLPY ALL TH TIME . KIDS OUT THRE , EARNING MONEY IS AINT EASY . (UNLESS U GOT GD LOBANG INTRO ME ? ) WED OFFDAY GOING FIND SHAWN FOR MY TATTOO VERY LAST SESSION , COLOURS ! UPDATE AGAIN . SORRY FOR TH SHORT POST . ELISA AND BK , STAY TUNE ! ^^

2010-06-21T17:48:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging (:

am awake early in th morning 8.30am >.<

having aches all over my body D:

always happen when working .

saddsadd .

this few days due to my straightforwardness upset th relationship between me and my colleague , Sally .

im just thinking .

is there any wrong for me being straighforward ?

you wan me to directly highlight ur wrongs yet you cant accept .

wadthfuck ?!?!?!

ue did wrong , just accept it and change .

wads th use of keep denying and strong keep ur stand thinking that ue are definitely right .

well , not only i have this kinda thinking , somebody else thinks so .

everybody have th eyes to see th truth .

if other people is thinking likewise , i strongly believe it's a fact that you are wrong .

pls dun be so childish , once i tell ue smth ue dun like , ue start finding faults with me

whn i dun even do wrong .

OMGosh !

ue are just like a baby .

green with envy in wadeva things happening .

i dun give it a damn manxzcx !

compare wadeva ue like .

im just taking 1% out of it .

ue wan , take it thn .

find it so useless in comparing , and grumbling .

thats th only thing wad ue knw i guess .

*shakehead* pathetic

i wish ue goodluck .

i do my things if i believe i dun do anything wrong , i keep my stand and fuck care you .

if i do wrong , i apologise .

unlike ue , denial isn't th best way of escaping girl ...

2010-06-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging (:

today quarreled with my colleague again .

dunnid to eleborate bcors same old thing .

fuckhermanxz !

thn aft work hubby came fetch me frm work .

smk awhile thn he peii me trained to pasir ris thn he jiiu go camp lerhs .

i cn see he very tired .

worked frm ytd 1am to just nao 7.30pm .

poor him . heart pain .

i gotta save money toos .

2more weeks to our 2mth anniversary .

still a long way to go :D

lovehimttmxzcxzx !
thou today only see each other for like 20mins .

but we shall have th whole day on tues ^^

its our OFFDAY !!!

yay ! finally , thou not enough but btr thn nth ^.^

hao bah .

shall post till here .

goodnight peepos !

buhbyee ...!

YeoXiaoQian , i wanna write to you .

but i dun have th address .

i promise once i get th address i will write to you .

gougoushou !!!

IDIOT LOVE BY OINKOINK !!!

2010-06-19T18:45:00.000-07:00

This is a photo of YeoXiaoQian ,

Imissher damnfuckingloadds !

Whichever motherfucker bully her , DIE !

She's my beloved sister .

Girl , Come out soon !

I'll wait for ue and we shall go play all we waan !

2010-06-19T08:33:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging (:

today damn pissed off .

both during and after work .

first at work damn pissed off with one of my colleague .

this malay old aunty came thn dun understand english at all .

so i asked this colleague , Sally , to do this treatment for her instead of me doing .

thn she's like indirectly telling me she dunwan do by giving me many fucked up excuses .

th one who say shouldn't choose customers is she , th one choosing is she too .

wadthfuck ???!!!

she doesn't understnd th concept of TEAMWORK at all !!!
ue think wad , One Man Show ???

i knw ue are jealous bcors im able to close one $1k package .

i knw ue were angry bcrs Nur asked me to settle th customer's probs instead of ue whn ue are my senior .

but pls , ue have to knw this .

ue've got totally ZERO experience in customer service line .

ue knw how to handle ?

wad if th customer get pissed off ?

do ue knw it'll be more worst ?!!
im not trying to boast just bcors i have experience .

but that's reality girl !

ue are experienced , ue do th job .

there's no equality in this world .

dun be naive !

2nd thing get pissed off is bcors of hubby .

we promised a few days ago that we'll meet today .

but just bcor of a last min call ue throw me behind .

HALLOWS ! wad am i to you ?

bcors of ue i plead to end work earlier and this is th fucking holy shit ue giving me ?

let me tell ue this one last time !

YOU ARE MY NO. 1 PRIORITY IN ME .

NTH STANDS INFRONT OF YOU OTHER THN MY FAMILY .

I CAN GIVE UP MANY THINGS BCORS OF YOU !

I NOT TRYING TO GET THINGS FROM YOU .

I JUST WANT YOU TO KEEP YOUR PROMISES BOY !

is that difficult ?!?!?!

you are 23 , not 3 .

you are a man , not a baby .

ue cn decide for ur life not , not me decide for ue .

ue should have alrdy learnt to keep promises , not learning !

but no matter wad , bear this in mind .

no matter wad ue are , how ue are , ILOVEYOU .

ever since that day i put on my ring , i alrdy ren ding you as my husband .

i will peii you along th road , no matter how much obstacles .

i PROMISE .

ILOVEYOU .

YeoXiaoQian , saw this ?

this is how fucking frustrating my life is .

i really need ue to be with me .

i wan a sisters' talk .

only ue understnd how i feel .

ue understnd my situation best .

come out pls .

lend me ur shoulders .

i wanna cry out loud !!!!!!

2010-06-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging (:

today 6 Respect-ians outing .

love them ttmx !!!

met at Dhoby Gaut MRT .

thn off to The Cathay buy movie ticket .

Went back to PS bcors joshua havent had his lunch .

thn backed to The Cathay watched The A Team .

Ratings : 4/5

Not bad :D

Action movie .

Time really pass .

6 years .

We changed .

Some remain like Deepa , Divya , Jaslyn .

Others like Sujin , Robin , Marilyn , Joshua changed .

But seriously speaking , primary school life are really fond memories .

today's really a great gathering .

well , nxt wed , see ue all again .

hope everybody cn make it .

2nd outing .

will be more fun more joy .

stay tune !!!

love you all ttmx !!!

2010-06-17T19:42:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
shall blog awhile before going for my hair dye session .
nao at home damn frustrated .
my cousin and her brother over there quarreling just nao .
everytime they quarreling i just cant figure out .
they are siblings , why cant they just cherish their time staying together .
they just don't understand th feeling of being apart with their love one .
yeah , my bro and me used to quarrel .
but we always end up real good after that .
unlike my cousins , they treat each other really like arch enemies .
i really wish our roles can be switched .
so that my bro and me can stay together .
let th ones who learned to cherish grant their wishes .
but i knw is definitely impossible .
haiis .
i miss To Lai Fu damn loadds .
my most beloved brother .
ToLaiFu , if you ever see this post , do remember this .
no matter wad happens , you'll always be my most xin gan brother .
iLOVEYOU .

2010-06-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging (:

nao my cousin listening to his iphone with his earphone sing till damn KNS ><

tmr outing with Parryians :D

HAPPYYYYY (Y)

hehehs .

hubby nao working .

so kelian ><

we really broke le siiah :x

sorry hubby .

iloveyou .

well , honeymoon period is over .

nao cherishing period .

haiis . let nature takes its course bahs .

hope we cn hang on .

hubby , ILOVEYOU <3

nth else to post lerhs .

shalls stop here .

anything text me :)

goodnight peepos .

buhbyee ...!

YeoXiaoQian .

I wan write to you but no address .

imissyou damn loadddds !

MISS DIE YOU

come out soon !

2010-06-16T10:02:00.000-07:00

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Spread th love around for me pls !
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2010-06-16T08:04:00.001-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging (:

last two days didn't blog bcors to tired after work >.<

pardon me :x

just nao hubby came fetch me frm work .

nao cherishing every moment tgt wiv him .

hoping that he keep his promises and won't leave me .

really wish that cn last wiv him .

cn someone tell me how tu get my wish 100% granted ?

just one will do .

soon becoming a haggard woman .

work makes me shag .

how i wish i cn be one taitai dunnid tu work .

laughs :D

nth much tu post lerh .

shall blog another time .

stay tune ^^

goodnight peepos .

buhbyee ....

XiaoQian , glad tu hear frm val that ue are fine !

so happyyyyy !

i'll write tu ue once i get th address frm her .

I SWEAR !

imissyoutoos !

come out soon !

LOVE YOU TTMx

2010-06-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

Private blog updated with tears ...

2010-06-13T09:12:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging ...
well , thanks for everyone's concern here & at FB .
im feeling a lil btr .
1% btr .
he came fetch me frm work just nao .
but hubby , sorry .
im still tryinq tu get over that matter .
simply hurts me too much
tears flow down whnever i think of it .
two days of flowing tears .
trying real hard not to think abt it .
but i aint that strong .
i may look strong ; but im weak .
weaker whn ue hurt me .
whye cn ue jux act like nth happen .
i jux cnt . having dinner wiv ue jux nao .
ue saw me in a daze .
thats how i am whn i thinking abt it .
ue witnessed my flowing tears .
i cnt lose ue .
thats th reason why im still holding on .
although it hurts alot in my heart .
im cherishing ue . i really do .
letting lose nao .
not controlling ue anymre .
drink all ue wan .
do wadever ue wan .
i wan ue tu be happy rather thn restricted .
pls hold me tight like how i am holding on to this relationship nao .
i rather feel breathless thn to feel so free .
puhleasee ...
and peepos reading this post , yah .
my current mood : UBER FUCKING SUPER DUPER DOWN .
pardon me
sorry for this boring post .
will post interesting ones whn i feel much mre btr .
goodnight peepos .
buhbyee ....

YeoXiaoQian , imissyou .

i need someone to have a heart-to-heart talk nao .

come out nao cn ?

im feelin terrible .

getting cheated by Boyf isnt a good feeling .

cme out nao puhleaseee D':

i wanna tok !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-12T08:52:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for a short blogging (:
today same thing .
workworkwork .
but smth troubling me .
that happen last night .
found out hubby cheated on me .
but i forgiven him .
but just cnt treat it as nth happen .
haiis .
walk one step see bah .
shall stop here .
goodnight peepo
buhbyee ....!

2010-06-11T19:00:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back to blogging (:
didn't blog last night due to me at sentosa azzura Surge II event .
somehow didn't get to enjoy myself .
music starting was ok , but when it turned all th way to trance .
shaun, his friend, my hubby and me siian 3/4 .
th trance make me headache and puke siiah .
*purely not bcors im drunk , i ain't drunk . only drank 1/4 jug of tequilla+sprite ^^ *
powerhouse is still best ^^
shall blog till here as i gotta go prepare for work lerhs .
will blog tonight if got chance (:
goodmorning peepos !
buhbyee ...!

YeoXiaoQian , imissyou .
how are you inside ?
we all miss you siiah .
wondering ue okay inside mah .
got find ppl takecare of ue mah ?
dun get bully worhs .
take care sis

2010-06-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back to blogging .

just came back from kovan wiv hubby .

took mc today from work >.<

unwell this morning x.x

tmr actually off day but gotta go back work till 6pm .

thn off to buy clothes for hubby .

wanna chnge his image ^^

shall stop here , get a bath thn rest .

tmr working >.<

goodnight peepo ...!

buhbyee ...!

YeoXiaoQian , how are ue inside ?

getting on okay ?

today accompanied laifu go play pool .

missing you siiahs >.<

pls come out faster .

imissyouttmxzxcxc !!!!

2010-06-08T08:59:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back to daily routine .

blogging (:

today work .

no customers .

fucking slack .

thn end work hubby came fetch me .

but he's fucking late for 30mins >.<

grrrr ....!

but he bought J.Co's oreology donut for me as apology .

alright , i'll forgive ue thn hubby ^^

shall go bathe thn rest le .

blog tmr .

goodnight peepo .

buhbyee ...!

YeoXiaoQian , imissyou .

how ue inside lerhs ?

going fine mah ?

i miss our inking session .

come out fast puhleasee .

Laifu is sick .

he need ur care >.<

pls come out fast .

i see le xin tong siiah .

i wan cry le .

puhleasseee .

i beg ue .

come out fast pls .

IMISSYOU

2010-06-07T09:17:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back to blogging (:

gotta be fast cors my cousin pestering me .

today damn sad .

one mth wiv hubby yet he last min gotta go back camp so cnt come meet me .

sad lah D:

FUCK THAT OFFICER _!_

i see ue i make sure i diiao ue like fuck .

knnbccbxzcxz ~!

today Nur helped me do facial ^^

months since i last did my last facial >.<

uber pain siiah !!!

she help me do extraction x.x

today sold my very first package .

$1k plus de .

damn happy siiah .

great achievement .

nxt target , $6k .

shall stop here .

blog tmr .

goodnight peepo !

buhbyee ...!

YeoXiaoQian , imissyou !

come out fast puhleaeseeee ...

MISSYOUTTMXZCXZC !!!!!

2010-06-06T07:55:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging (:

well , same thing goes on everyday .

workworkwork .

today fucking shag .

massaged 3 peepo today .

all guys somemore !

used up all my energy .

lucky hubby came fetch me from work .

replenished my energy in seconds ^^

hehehs .

he's my energy replenisher .

love him looking at me and smile and says " my laopo soooooo cute " ^^

*blush*

he always say me cute .

but th way he say it is like so true .

he says it even whn im in my pyjamas >.<

and after 12midnight marks our ONE MONTH !!!

soooo happy .

but cnt celebrate >.<

cors we both working =.='''

saddded .

nvm , we love each other even if we nvr celebrate .

telepathy celebration ^^

shall end my post here .

goodnight peepos !

buhbyee ...!

YeoXiaoQian , another post for ue .

imissyou ttmxzcz !!!

how are ue inside ?

i knw ue'll cry .

i cried too >.<

miss ue too much !
get used to it fast and ue'll feel that time is passing fast .

rmb !

dun let anyone bully ue ~!

if ppl bully ue cme out let me knw .

i ur jie hlp ue !

COME OUT SOON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back to blogging .
today at work fucking tired >.<
busy-ed till 10pm thn cn catch my breath ;x
nearly lost my wallet at work toos .
nearly teared lor .
cors my wallet inside .
God , pls stop having bad things happening to me .
it's enough ! stressed up alrdy =x
family , work , r/s , friends .
that's enough !
fucking bad mood nao .
blog tmr .
goodnight peepos !
buhbyee ...

YeoXiaoQian , today's th 3rd day ue are in .
time is passing super slow .
nearly forgot that ue are in wanted to give ue a call .
got my fone out thn rmbed ue ain't with us .
miss ue badly ><
thoughts ran wild today .
missing th times we are tgt having loadds of fun chatting , playing , slacking or even a simple thing like watching teevee tgt .
we spent loadds of time tgt and that gave me uber loadds of memories .
pls come out soon .
behave inside and hope that ur time inside cn be shorten alrights ?
really wanna see ue again .
shopping spree , chatting , slacking .
i promise you i'll give ue a treat of anything ue wanna have once ue are out alrights ?
ue oso knw i sibeh steady derhs . so i'll do wad i promise .
ur geek specs still wiv me so cme out soon n collect frm me alrights ?!
LOVE & MISS YOU TTMXZCZXCXCZXCZXcZXZC !!!!!!!!

sisters forever

2010-06-03T18:46:00.001-07:00

well .
kenna woke up by my sis ( Jovina ) .
cnt slp back so shall blog awhile .
sometimes i really thinking ...
wad my hubby is thinking .
i knw he told me many lies .
but i just act blur .
it's just a way to let this r/s last longer .
but he thinks that im just a fool cn be lied easily .
i hinted him ytd .
no mre lies , i knw it and i act idk .
verbal warning i guess .
limit is somehow thre .
hubby , pls grow up .
don't behave like a kid anymre .
i rather ue use ur sincerity and tok to me .
rather thn trying to make me happy wiv all those sweet talks .
let me knw if ue have difficulties .
i ain't an unreasonable girlf .
i'll understnd .
idk is wei le face or wad .
ue lie to me again and again .
puhlease , i dowan anymore lies .
i cn act blur once , twice , thrice or more .
but not FOREVER !
i wanna be that one who you cn only share ur DEEPEST secrets wiv .
i wanna be that one who understnds ur EVERYTHING .
i wanna be that one ue ain't afraid to tell th truth to .
pls , let me be th one .

YeoXiaoQian , it's early in th morning 0940am nao .
and im missing ue again .
last night , memories came back .
we went mac for meals , chatted happily .
went fishing , prawning , or just a simple slacking .
i miss heart-to-heart talks .
i miss ue bringing didi out .
didi miss ue too .
but i think he knw ue won't be coming back for quite some time .
come out fast pls .
WE are all waiting for ue .
WE consists of ur boyyf , ur sis (rennette) , me , aka family , didi , ur mum , and ur friends .
so many peepo waiting for ue , ue buay paiseh arh ?!
so ue must come out faster !
IDC . i take it as ue nod ur head .
see ue in 4mths time !

2010-06-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging (;
today work .
hubby fetched me frm work :)
but just nao he made me uber tulan .
aft seeing me hme , he went dwn and slacked wiv andrew&co.
end up missed his last bus .
th thing he make me angry is that he didnt told me he slack wiv them !
this is him , not telling me everything until smth happen .
really got on my nerves .
borrowed frm my mommie 30bucks for him to cab hme .
thre's too many downs in this period of time .
first , me and hubby's quarrel increase , thn xiaoqian went in .
wads nxt ?
i really afraid to knw .
haiis . pls teach me wad and how to do D:
well , this gonna be my daily routine , shall blog abt my beloved sister , xiaoqian , till th day she comes out .
goodnight peepos .
buhbyee ....

YeoXiaoQian , when ue come out must read all this .
I'll not delete them at all .
I wanna let you knw i miss ue loadds !
ue are th first girl who really proves to me that with love , many thing cn be done .
I'm seriously touched .
If I were ue i won't even do those things at all .
So pls , come back to us fast .
Miss you dearly ...

2010-06-02T09:42:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging (:
shall blog wad happen today .
well , disappointment for today .
sheesha plan cancelled for today .
due to some reasons idw say .
haiis . but nvm , i'll go thre on my nxt nxt off day .
bcors nxt off day im going sentosa for Surge II party
shall not post much today .
bcors current mood is like : uber down .
shall have a rest before th sun wakeup .
goodnight peepos .
buhbyee ...

YeoXiaoQian , I Miss You .
Come out soon please .
I promise you once you come out I make time and have an ♥AKA FAMILY♥outing !
I'm gonna blog at least smth abt ue till ue cme out .
I treasure our sistership ; i alrdy regard ue as my sister *meimei* .
Thou not real blood related , but im gonna treat ue as one .
Will be thre whn ue need someone to tok to .
Will be thre whn ue need a shoulder to cry on .
Wil be thre whn ue need accompany .
Will be thre whn ue need help on anything .
Wll be thre for ue for ANYTHING .
So pls come out real soon !!!

2010-06-02T00:16:00.000-07:00

add on post specially for YEO XIAOQIAN :

really sad to say this but she's officially went in .
hostel or girls hme idk . but nao that she's in , i really feel sad .
dk why , tears are on th verge of rolling out .
in a blink of eye , i've known her for like 2years plus .
in th beginning , we had so much misunderstandings .
bcors i see my bro so sad bcors of her , i quarreled wiv her .
sorry qian !
but just few mths back we got our misunderstandings cleared (:
spent uber lotsa time tgt .
slacked , smked , had meals , shoppping , inking , etc .
became sisters lerhs .
nao that she's in , i really feel sad .
i miss her suddenly .
YEO XIAO QIAN aka IDIOT !
SHIRLEY aka OINKOINK MISS YOU !
FASTER COME OUT !

2010-06-01T23:54:00.000-07:00

well . since im waiting for hubby nao , shall blog a little (;
today's my off day and im going pak tor wiv hubby ltr on ^^
ltr going sheesha . still dk wad flavour to choose siiah .
some flavours in my mind : strawberry , green apple , mint , cherry .
shall decide whn i reach thre .
ytd while hlping a customer doing eye massage , saw her kid playing wiv his Ipad >.<
he got it in th states .
rich family .
i just wan an Iphone and that's enough .
Who's gonna buy for me ??
Shall post till here .
update tonight .
buhbyee ...!

2010-06-01T07:32:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging (:
am back home again aft work .
hubby fetched me :D
happy happy happy !!!
tmr our off days and we shall go pak tor .
SHEESHA , wait for me !
I'm coming tmr .
Always wanted to go but no chance .
Finally have got chance tmr .
Shall slack thre wiv hubby tmr (:
Still dk wad flavours to choose .
Go thre thn decide bahs >.<
Hao bah .
jiu post dao here .
update tmr (;
goodnight peepos !
buhbyee ...!

2010-05-31T08:39:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging (:
today as usual .
work =.=
but one thing made me uber happy and touched .
hubby waited for me for 6 HOURS !
that's uber touching man !
and it made me love him ttvmx !
muahahahs !
after tmr we shall go pak tor (:
whre shall we go ...
hmmm , still thinking .
but i wanna go sheesha .
idle and talk thre (:
great place for idling man .
alrights .
shall go sheesha thn (:
any flavour to recommend ?
pls tag me at my cbox ;D
shall post till here .
see ya again !
goodnight peepos !
buhbyee ...!

2010-05-28T07:42:00.001-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging .
once again , im back frm work :)
today officially hlp ppl do massage and body scrub .
kinda like this job .
interesting things to learn .
always wanted to learn all these .
finally got my chance .
gonna cherish this chance .
bond with them for 30months .

to candy
i dun think u will wanna work here .
bcors havent start jiu need sign contract .
plus if no experience , pay super low >.<

on th way back hme saw this family .
th mother said this bitch word .
her son said to her " halo , mind ur words lah , ue just sai th B-I-T-C-H (he spelled them out) ."
he oso said " ue everytime say bad words , th other day ue said this F-U-C-K (he spelled them out again)"
i was like laughing secretly behind .

well , shall end my post here .
somebody is cuii-ing me nao
bcors he/she miss her/him .
laughs .
goodnight peepos !
buhbyeee ...!

2010-05-27T08:38:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging .

today learnt massaging .

tiring but fun ^^

start work lerh .

life not as happening le .

so not much to post .

today hubby came fetch me frm work .

had dinner tgt .

sucky dinner ; yu tou huo guo .

thn aft smksmk , went walkwalk .

hubby bought for me winnie th pooh pillow :D
love him ttmx .

off for ciggs and a rest .

goodnight peepo !

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging ;

back from work (:

hmmm , today is my first day .

and im teling you this .

there'll be 2nd , 3rd , 4th and so on ...

whye ?

bcors i LOVE it !

laughs .

colleagues were great .

2 full timers ; excluding me .

sally and nur .

they were uber friendly !

nur is my in-charge .

she's uber willing to teach me things .

and im uber willing to learn them all ~!

today did some learning on their products .

not bad

got th hang of it alrdy .

nao , my 2nd aim is : QUIT SMOKING .

it's ain't good for a beauty therapist to smoke .

so i'll quit .

i just need time .

nao that i've start working .

i'll have damn little time wiv hubby lerhs .

but im glad that he's understanding .

tmr he book out he's coming over to find me for dinner :D

damn uber super mad happy ./

simply love him ttmx !

well , that's all for today .

off for some research on my company .

goodnight peepos !

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-25T17:12:00.000-07:00

First Day Of Work Today (:

Wish Me Good Luck In Everything !!!

Thanks in advance .

*Will update when I'm back home*

2010-05-25T01:51:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

just a lil update on my job hunting .

Finally , yeah , finally .

I found a job .

Beauty therapist .

new challenges , new environment .

gotta conquer them all .

wish me goodluck in my new job man .

tmr is my first day .

Shirley , Jiiayous !

2010-05-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging (:
just came back from T1 .
and you knw wad ?
we got our couple rings alrdy :D
uber happy de larhs !
laughs .
hubby mre happy thn me siiahs :P
i really need a job damn badly siiahs
just nao go job hunting at T1 .
interview at J.Co .
but mre interested in this company i forgot th name .
it's mary chia's subsidiary .
therapist (:
really hope they will ans my cor later on .
called twice didn't ans >.<
hao bah .
today jiu blog till here .
later on going airport with my cousin .
learning check-in for different flights :D
earning a new skill do me nth bad :D
off for ciggs (:
goodnight peepo .
buhbyee ...!

2010-05-22T12:55:00.000-07:00

Here's some info to those who's going for SMOOVE'S SURGE II on 11th june .

If you think you cnt survive th whole party you cn book a night at their costa sands resort .

prices from 80-150bucks depends on seasons >.<

Click here to book online(;

see ya there !

2010-05-22T11:24:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

pardon me for not blogging ytd .

cause i was at Motoyasu's chalet last night ;p

laughs .

btw , happy belated birthday Motoyasu ;D

muahahahahahas :D

today fucking tulan .

at 4plus , somebody called me to and told me that he'll be down at Samsui at around 6plus .

thn i told him me too .

i did what i said , i CABBED down . $19.55

end up i reach thre i only see Yongkim sleeping .

called him ask him whre's he , th ans i got was , im not going down le cause still need do duty _!_

thn why didnt ue fucking inform me siiah ?!

i steady ue , ue like that dua me _!_

thn nvm , jack arrived .

due to some reasons , teckwee&co. didn't turn up .

thn listen them play drum awhile thn go hme .

wadthfuck ?!?!?!

grrr .

aiiyah , recently thre's way too much childish probs happening .

hope it cn be settled soon .

off for a rest nao .

fucking tired .

goodnight peepos !

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

here to continue my post ^^v

today hubby really gave me loadds of surprises !

read out couple blog to knw more ;D

he really made me touch today !

love him ttmx ♥♥♥

after everything he cabbed me home thn he jiu cabbed hme .

that's all for today ;D

gotta pass over th lappy to my cousin lerhs .

else he'll be over there nagging >.<

goodnight peepos !

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-20T00:04:00.000-07:00

shall post something before i go out ;p

bcors nao damn fucking bored at hme .

stupid hubby larhs !

i called him at around 12plus to go eat first before come find me .

waitwaitwait ...

wondering why is he taking such a long time .

called him at 2.40pm , didn't ans .

not long after , he texted me he just wake up ( expected ) .

wadthfuck lorhs .

i at hme waiting for him he go slp without letting me knw .

grrrr ... waitied for him mcm one idiot .

thn i replied him , idc , unless he do smth make me gan dong if not dowan mit .

hehehs * wicked smile *

see what he will do .

thn he say ltr go PS buy me smth .

i ask him many times wad thing he diedie dowan say .

idk wad he's up to this time .

always up to mischief .

laughs ;D

that's my hubby .

love him bcors he's forever making me smile :)

shall find out ltr on ;p

but really hope he'll settle down soon oso .

if not how he going to survive in this kinda realistic world siiah .

hubby , sorry .

i noe it's abit difficult .

but do try okays ?

it's all for ur own good .

pls dun blame me for being so demanding >.<

iloveyou .

hao bah .

shall pause here , continue tonight when iim back .

aniwaes , peepos out thre .

if ue have a FT job cn recommend do let me knw by texting me at 81308001 .

if anybody wans to prank me , don't bother to waste ur time for i shall just kup ur prank cors .

so pls grow up uhs , prankers .

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

BF's SHOULD DO.

☆~ When she stares at your mouth = "Kiss her"
☆~ When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you = "LET HER BEAT AND ACT PAINFUL"
☆~ When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tuff = "Kiss her and tell her you love her"
☆~ When she's quiet = "Ask her what's wrong"
☆~ When she ignores you = "Give her your attention"
☆~ When you see her at her worst = "Tell her she's beautiful"
☆~ When you see her start crying = "Just hold her and don't say a word"
☆~ When she steals your favorite pillow = "Let her keep it and slp with it for a night"
☆~ When she doesn't answer for a long time = "Reassure her that everything is okay"
☆~ When she looks at you with doubt = "Back yourself up"
☆~ When she says that she likes you = "SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN U COULD UNDERSTAND!"
☆~ When she looks at you in your eyes = "Don't look away until she does"
☆~ When she says it's over = "She still wants you to be hers"
☆~ When she reposts this = "She wants you to read it"

But boys , pls do all these only when you REALLY love her if not she'll get hurt even more .

No jokes .

2010-05-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging .

today went aljunied wiv hubby .

got to knw this company call LFI .

some kinda network marketing company i guess >.<

hubby joined . i didn't .

reason being i totally lost trust wiv network company .

hubby wan join i diam diam lorhs >.<

i rather go find a proper job lorhs .

aft that around at night went airport find my cousin .

thn aunt ask me cor here .

only to get a round of scoldings .

it's like i got tell th maid not to cook my share lorhs .

nvm , thn mom text me ask why i bring hubby up hse .

it's like i got ask lorhs ( just that i asked th wrong person . _!_ her )

grrr . today another unlucky day >.<

shall stop here .

goodnight peepos .

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-18T22:51:00.001-07:00

Replies for Jovi & Candy .

I understand what you both trying to mean .
Maybe i just feel sick & tired of th realistic life bahs >.<

Work , to me , seems tiring .

In th past , I used to enjoy working .

But nao , I simply dread working .

Haiis .

But no matter what I still have to face this fucking tiring & realistic society .

So thanks for th advises !

That's just some rantings or complainings .

No matter what , I still knw that she dearly loves me and do everything good for me .

And I love her too ;D

Will try to get a job by end of this month .

Once again , thanks ;D

2010-05-18T10:57:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back fo blogging .
nearly forgot to blog >.<

today just pass like this .

no special happenings .

rottrottrott >.<

just nao had a talk wiv mommie .

i think i've to look for a job mad soon .

she's real mad wiv me >.<

sometimes im just wondering .

why is my life so different from my bro ?

to really say , i at least finished my PSLE only nearly got my O/N levels .

he ? not even a gd PSLE results .

but th treatment my mom is giving him and me is totally different .

yes , ue noe that i feel that ue are biased against him as compared to me .

but why aren't ue doing anything ?

bring him prawning jiu spend over 100bucks just one day .

but me ? 1 week 7days , each day 10 bucks and ue are complaining alrdy .

yes , ciggs ue spon me .

yah , food ue spon me .

yeah , im jobless nao .

worked for almost 4yrs ever since u started working .

but since when you let me have th money by myself ?

i noe , i spend them fast .

but , ue control them , i wan buy wad oso difficult .

take a look at my drawer .

to really count , how many clothes cn i really wear out ?

im 18 ! im still a teen .

sometimes friends ask me out but i will turn down .

why ? i feel INFERIOR !

they ask me , why ue working still no money buy clothes ?

how to ans them >

yes , they don't understand me well .

but ue wan face i oso wan !

i dunnid any luxury life .

nvm , even a simple thing - TRUST .

i dun even get frm ue .

how long has it been ever since i lied to you .

i dun even rmb !

bcors it's been a long time .

it's just that ue dun believe !

i nvr look for job ?

ue ask my stead thn !

sometimes , thinking my mother won't even trust me makes me sad .

or another word , disappointed .

why i dowan confide ue ?

ue wanna noe ?

everytime tok to ue .

ue either scold me , nag me , gan me .

have ue ever try to put urself in my shoes and think why i like that think ?

ever ?!

forget it lah .

tong ren bu tong ming .

cnt blame anyone else only me .

this is my life .

take lead in my life ?

as if i cn ... ... ...

2010-05-17T10:56:00.000-07:00

shall post about one of my past tense friend today =x

why past tense ? bcors we are no longer friends anymore .

never ever in my life even in future .

didnt expect this fucker will turn like this .

and from this moment on , he's out of my life path .

not my friend anymore . i officially announce .

so get lost , fucker !

im leading my life real GREAT with my beloved hubby !
so dont pull him into we twoo de taiji .

off for ciggs .

goodnight peepos !

buhbyee ...!

*edited*

pic removed due to somebody's request , see th pic at my private blog

2010-05-16T07:17:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back fo blogging ;D
just hang up fone wiv hubby .
he's on his way back to camp nao .
well , nao having him .
i can say that imma really fortunate and blissful girl .
bcors he really love me ; ♥ NO DOUBTS ♥

i see it with my eyes , feel it with my heart , hear it with my ears .

trying his very best to make me happy .

thou his mother haven't gave a nod to our relationship , i'll still hang on .

till th day she nods ;D his love really made me touched and made me love him more !

simply love him ttmx !

shall tok abt today bahs .

went to zoo with my family .

didn't really enjoyed much ; not that fun D;

nth tu see ; nth tu play .

disappointed >.<

thn reached home .

everybody's tired , so we ordered Canadian Pizza for dinner .

again , another round of disappointment .

th staff assured me it'll arrive in 1hr to 1hr 15mins time .

end up it only arrive in 1hr 50mins time .

wadthfuck !

my aunt is like mad angry >.<

not that nice oso .

will not order from them anymore .

off for ciggs .

goodnight peepos !

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back for blogging ;D
today uber tired >.<

will settle them nxt sat .

was supposed to meet at 12.15pm . when I reached Outram PArk it'a like alrdy 12.20pm nvm ; but i fucking waited for more thn 30mins for Teckwee , Ahxuan , Lingfang and Ahpeng .

*grrrr* was uber pekchek >.<

thn nvm . thn went to i think that's spore nu ren jie (women streets) bought a cup of sucky pearl milk tea .

ain't nice =x

walked to Zhong Hua Tan , changed clothes and off we go ;D

had rice for our lunch .

Teckwee and Ahxuan ate 2+pkts each !

Laughs ;D

nao my arm is like damn sour , hitting th drum th whole day >.<

thats all for today ;D

off for ciggs .

btw , goodmorning

buhbyee ...!

im going to zoo later ;D

2010-05-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back for blogging ;D

this afternoon went out with my hubby ;D

went walkwalk at T1 thn TM thn Century Sq (:

had a great time walking ;D

spending time wiv hubby was great .

he's really a great hubby .

thou tired , he still spend time wiv me .

make me love him more and more siiahs .

laughs ;D

thn slacked at a playground nearby till abt 8pm .

thn walked to bustop bused hme ;D

hubby's at temple wiv his parents nao so shall not disturb him .

if not his mother kpkb again >.<

really wish cn get his mother's approval .

shall try my very best to last wiv hubby to prove to her that we are SERIOUS .

off for rest .

tmr got yew keng gotta wakeup fucking early >.<

goodnight peepos !

buhbyee ...!

I LOVE MY HUBBY TTMXZXZCXZX !

2010-05-13T11:02:00.000-07:00

2010-05-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back fo blogging ;D

did nth much today .

wokeup by my aunt today at abt 11am .

reluctantly wakeup >.<

thn bathed , ju go whitesands for breakfast cum lunch .

thn went for hair trimming ;D

thn went polyclinic accompany my cousin see doc .

thn homed .

tok on fone wiv alex *surprisingly*

laughs .

tok for quite long .

thn called hubby ;D

he's jealous again .

same as me .

easy jealous .

oso good . thn we respect each other th way we wan each other to respect us ;D

nth tu post lerhs

off for ciggs

goodnight peepo !

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-13T04:30:00.000-07:00

Many distractions , many obstructions
We're being pulled a hundred different directions
But wadeva happens , I know I've got ue
ue're on my mind
ue're in my heart
It doesn't matter where we are
Even if were miles apart
All I wanna do is just to be with ue
There's nth we cant do
Just wanna be with ue
Only ue
No matter where life takes us
Nothing can break us apart
ue know its true
I just wanna be with ue

1 meaning , 3 words , 8 letters

I LOVE YOU

2010-05-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .

back fo blogging as usual ;D

talking wiv my Hubby and Ah De nao

Hubby's jealous I can feel >.<

But I'm assuring him nth's happening .

Hehehs ;D
Met up with Minmin today .

Tgt wiv his bf , Junjie .

Slacked , went to pasar malam , slacked , homed .

Maybe tmr going macpherson meet them again .

Still dk leas >.<

Super siians .

Shall post tmr .

Goodnight peepos .

Buhbyee ...!

2010-05-11T09:15:00.000-07:00

*Credits to clker.com

Replies for Amelia

You asked me who am I .

I'm Shirley .

New in blog ? Dk where to see who am I ?

Originality ?

If really want say th dog cn be grabbed from www.yahoo.com.sg oso

Didn't expect such small things make ue all so tulan .

LOL !

Okie lorhs .

ue all not happy I jiu delete lorhs .

But aiiyah , nvrmind larhs .

Dowan so much trouble .

Amelia , if bcors of this ue not happy , I apologise .

CANDY said th right thing , does it comes with th copyrighted sign ?

Did you apply for copyright license ?

Ignorant .

What's th defination of "COPYRIGHT" anyway ?

Do ue noe ?

If not , don't say so much .

I didn't know that taking one pic wiv own camera and putting ex bloglink is call copyright .

I think you are th bodoh one .

FYI , if ue hate ppl grabbing ur pics , disable right clicks ripping thn .

There's a difference between own & copyright .

Replies for Natalie

And Natalie , I believe I didn't grab yours right ?

So what you are her friend .

I strongly believe I didn't huan tiio ue directly .

So please you don't have to come and bark here .

LMFAO ! LOL !

And one more thing .

I didn't say I don't admit .

So if you haven't confirm things don't frame .

P.s. : I grabbed th pics with no other intention . Just felt that It's interesting but didn't expect you girls are so petty . Nevermind . It's deleted anyways . Stop barking at my tagboard alrdy .

Thanks so much !

2010-05-10T10:11:00.001-07:00

hiiehiie .
back fo blogging
dun really feel good nao
having pain near my diaphragm .
dk whye . uber pain >.<

plus he didnt even send me a goodnight msg .

uber sad D;

haiishaiis .

played basketball wiv HIM , Jovina and Ping .

happy just nao ;D

off for a rest nao

super pain >.<

goodnight peepos

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-09T23:32:00.000-07:00

I admit ; I really bored to th max so here I am , spamming posts here .

Laughs .

Random post

Have you ever :

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? : Yeah ?.
Q: Been arrested? : Nopes *im guaiikia*
Q: Do you like someone? : Yeah !.
Q: Held a snake? : Nopes *don't dare*
Q: Been suspended from school? : Nopes *i fired sch ;x*
Q: Sang karaoke? : Yeah !
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? : Yeah .
Q: Laughed until you started crying? : Yeah . LOL !
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? : Nopes
Q: Kissed in the rain? : Nopes *but i wish to*
Q: Sang in the shower? : Yeah LOL!
Q: Sat on a roof top? : Yeah !
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? : Nopes
Q: Broken a bone? : Nopes .
Q: Shaved your head? : Nopes *wan shave me ; kill me you still ain't got any chance >.< *
Q: Played a prank on someone? : Yepps *ooopsiie !*
Q: Shot a gun? : errr , toygun counted ?
Q: Donated Blood? : Nopes

LAST PERSON THAT.
1. You hung out with? : Hubby .
2. You texted? : Hubby
3. You were in a car with?: mom , bro , xiaoqian , aunt , jerlyn , wenxuan , ahma .
4. Person you went to shop with? : forgotten
5. You talked on the phone? : hubby
6. Made you laugh? : hubby
7. You hugged? : hubby

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? : Moon
2. Winter or Fall? : Winter
3. Left or Right? : Right.
4. Sunny or rainy? : Rainy
5. Where do you live? : Pasir Ris , Singapore.
6. Club or pub? : Club ;D
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? : 2 .
8. Do you want to get married? : yeah !
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? : twirl lurhhs.
10. What time is it? : 02.40 p.m
11. Are you afraid of commitment? : Nopes.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? : get married to my hubby ♥
13. Do you cook? : maggi mee ?
14. Current mood? : happy

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? : yeah
2. Sang? : yeah
3. Listened to music? : yeah.
4. Danced? : yeah
5. Cried? : yeah
6. Liked someone you can't? : nopes , ilove my hubby

22 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? : idk ;x
2. Who was your first roommate? : cousins
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? : nvr drunk before.
5. What was your first car? : Not yet
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? : idk
8. Who was your first grade teacher? : miss seow
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? : nvr take airplane before.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time? : none
11. Who was your first Best Friend? : khim peng
12. Who is your best friend? : JOVINA
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? : it depends
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid? : None.
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? : look at hubby msg ♥.

19. First tattoo or piercing? : piercing
20. First celebrity crush? : None
22. First crush? : secret

2010-05-09T21:20:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
back fo blogging ;D
just woke up no long aft 4 hrs of slp .
hehehs .
cors reached hme at only 6am this morning >.<>.o
thn oso hlp him charge handphones .
but bcors batt not full , couldnt have any camwhorring session .
hubby , this sat ! *promises*
i went out of th hse again , walked to Whitesands Mac .
hubby was hungry .
I ordered an ice cream .

as usual , dowan him to pay .

bcors it was like , i cn afford it why let him pay .

hubby , ue like tu pay so much take a look at my wish list at my side bar *wicked laugh*

thn hubby ordered medium fries .

waited for mins th mac staff gave us FOC regular coke .

their mistake thinking that we did ordered .

we drank it of cors without hesitation .

thn saw hubby's friend .

chatted awhile , help us buy ciggs .

yah , im 18 but i nvr bring out my IC >.<

hubby's friend is friendly .

at first see his face like dao .

but he's uber friendly i cn say .

i shall manman get to noe hubby's friends .

thn i shall let hubby noe my beloved friends too .

so friends , be prepared to meet him soon .

most prob on weekend night .

thn we had a 5hours long of stroll .

joke , laugh , talked etc along th way .

it was fun .

wasnt tiring at all !

thn abt 5.45am , hubby walked me hme .

thn off he go . HOMED .

he reached hme at 8+am .

pathetic him . stay so far .

we shall take turns go each other area okie ^^v

off for ciggs .

shall blog tmr .

buhbyee ...!

2010-05-08T21:06:00.000-07:00

hiiehiie .
Last night never update due to tiredness >.<>Last night went to woodlands find my stead .

To Randy :

Duibuqiiex ! I this time really ai huan shang my stead le .

But don't worry ! We can still be gan babys de .

We can still text like nobody's business .

I dowan bcors this time I ai shang my stead thn ps ue .

I dowan be so bastard !

I'm really happy that whenever I'm down , ue were there for me .

Cheering me up , making me smile .

I promise ue , although I love my stead nao .

But I will peii ue text like th way we usually text .

I don't wish that our relationship go sour bcors of my stead .

Hao mah ?

Shall go update my private blog lerhs .

Buhbyee ...!

2010-05-08T00:22:00.000-07:00

Later going out with Billy and his friend for movie .
Suddenly rmb smth .
Tmr is Mother's Day .
What should I buy for her ?
Headache liao >.<
She's more rich thn me .
Hmmm , maybe buy carnation flower for her ?
She seems to be always wanting to receive carnation from us (me & my bro)
Shall see causeway point have or not .
Mommie , advance happy mother's day !
I'm uber proud to have her as my mommie .
Thou she has been scolding me , kp me , etc
She do those for my own good .
Although I may kpkb this and that aft being gan by her .
I still won't blame her .
Being my mum , she sacrificed MAD LOT for me .
Thanks mommie !
ILOVEYOU !

2010-05-07T19:34:00.000-07:00

60 Things Girls really WISH That Guys Can Really Do !

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts.
5. Kiss her slowly.

ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO DO TO SHOW HER YOU ACTUALLY DO MEAN IT

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected,
plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know.

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text or call her in th morning nd tell her have a good day at work {or school},
and how much you MISSher.
30. Be thre for her whenever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you,
just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are "ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good!
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute. =)
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good!49. Let her sit on your lap.
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL.
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music.
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go.♥

Another awwwwwsomely true things >.<
Baby , saw this ?

2010-05-07T19:12:00.000-07:00

If ue ever lied to a person ue love , learn to change.
If ue are th one being lied to , forgive nd forget. Unless u swear that ue have nvr ever lied to a person u love before.
If a person is really willing to change , i dont see there's any reason why they dont deserve a chance to change.

Love is th only but often forgotten purpose of living.
Love is being kept up all night bcors ue cant think of anything else other thn ur hearts desire. Love is that one touch leaving ue breathless...
Love is that condition in which th happiness of another person is essential to ur own.

Hold Love as important and most everything else will sort itself out.
Love is th universal force that makes compatible, what is incompatible.
Love is when the one person in the world that shouldnt make you cry just happens to be the one person in the world that makes you cry the most.
Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you but *trusting* them not to do it.

When two people are truly in love its ain't a question of what anyone else thinks. It is how they complete the other. How they fill all voids in th other's life. It is not abt being meterialistic or how compatible ue are wiv someone. Being in love wiv someone is being happy when ue are tgt wiv th person.

Th love's object is th last thought on ur mind and th first thought when you wake up. Love does exist. When ue find it, ue know. ue wonder how ue ever did without it. It is finding that person that embodies all the things that ue could ever want in a person. It is finding the exact match to the infinite number of personalities that are possible. It is finding that person that was molded specially for ue. It is th person that has all of these different things in one entity.
Love has much to do with hope and being willing to forsake some of urself to be their sole partner.

We may be looking for that someone who is a perfect match but one hopes to rmbr that we should seek for and BE some such perfect puzzle piece yet stay pliable enough to be selfless in our actions.

True love in a relationship is: Commitment, Participation , Trust , Reliability , Caring , Faithfulness